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KristaVolpe :: Your Favorite Interwebz H04R <3
08 August 2012 @ 12:20 am
Seriously, I grew out of LJ a while ago so if you'd like to read about my current life and happenings go to my Wordpress.
That is all. Hope to find you all there ;)
KristaVolpe :: Your Favorite Interwebz H04R <3
UGH! I'm so glad I finally have a day off tomorrow! Seriously I've been working as a cashier since Thursday and I NEED to not see people for a day. Well...the annoying "This beer is too expensive! You scanned it wrong! Mark it down for me or I'll report you to your supervisor!" people I cash out daily. *sigh* Without me, you don't get your beer so CHILL!

Alright, here it goes. I'm sorry, readers; I've lied to you on several occasions. I said "Casey and I are done, I'm done, No going back" but he started texting me again, saying he loved me and that he's always loved me, he wants to marry me, blah blah blah, so what do I do? Granted, I know dang well he's a lost cause, I still take him back and wanted to help him. Today he stops talking to me, deleted me from Facebook, and refused to answer his phone. This time, I'm SERIOUS! I'm done. I can't take this anymore. He's got multiple personalities or Bi-polar or something seriously mentally wrong with him that I'm not able to help solve (yet; Psychology is what I'm going to college for).
All I'll say to you is you've lost all your chances. It's been a nice 7 months of being your on-again/off-again girlfriend when the Uggo doesn't want you or when you're aroused, but I cannot emotionally handle this anymore. My friends hate you. My family definitely doesn't approve of you. I need someone better, someone more mature, and someone who actually wants to be with me for the long haul. So goodbye, Casey William La Foe; it was fun while it lasted. Maybe, in time, our paths will cross again and we can at least be friends, but for now you're gone.

MVCC accepted me for the Fall Semester 2010; now I need to do a placement test, fill out the FASFA forms, and schedule classes, then I can move out there! :D I am excited! By me moving out there for college, this means I'll be able to hang out with Lvlien and Leroy more often. They're amazing, and I miss them dearly right now :/
Dollface was in a Rubix competition yesterday, and I believe the amazing Asian placed 4th in the US! :D Congratulations! I'm proud of you, Dollface! ♥

OHOH! Last night, I hung out with Tawny, Anthony, my friend Josh from Georgia, and my ex Billy. Just hanging out with Anthony reminded me of old times...but not really :( I don't know, it just felt different to me, like he was distant. I guess that's what happens when you don't hang with someone for 3-5 months. We need to hang out one-on-one and rekindle the friendship, I think :3

Okay, now to go to Blogspot and update there since Dollface reads those entries :)
until next we meet...
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KristaVolpe :: Your Favorite Interwebz H04R <3
Alright, my weekend was mediocre; I worked, played some Magic, worked more, and slept. Sounds like a normal day in the life of Kristin to me! What I'd really like to tell you about is my favorite person in the entire world. All my life I've wanted one friend who I felt completely understood me without getting annoyed. Cindy came close but even I knew she got annoyed with me sometimes, and now we're both just super busy and never see each other. Cora was also on this list, but we never get to see each other and are so different with a lot of subjects best friends should agree on. No, my closest friend is a guy named Alex or, as I like to call him, Dollface. The story? Simple. He and I met through http://okcupid.com back in March when Casey & I weren't talking. At first I was super in like with Alex; serious that kid became my everything for about a week. Then one Friday night I was really stressed out so I told him about it and he came to Fort Plain! Meeting him was so much fun! I wouldn't have the events of that night any other way; the waiting at Rite Aid all day just for him to show up, the walk on the dark path to find Sherry, the cops yelling at us for parking in a closed park, the hour long drive just for McDonald's at 11pm to midnight, not sleeping, and the hug he gave me at the door of my job the next morning. Best night I had in a while. Nowadays he and I talk about everything and anything. Without him I'd be super lost and my life would suck. He knows more about me than anyone else ever will. He is my rock, my go-to guy, and I love him. Best friend ever <3 and with that, I'm done here for tonight.

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KristaVolpe :: Your Favorite Interwebz H04R <3
For most people it was the end of the semester yesterday, so I hung out up at FMCC with Tawny and Trevor, and a bunch of friends that were leaving :( I'm going to miss you all!

My Adam & my Justin :) No, they're not gay; they both have very nice girlfriends. This was just too cute not to capture :3

Another Justin put on a mask and this was the result :)

I started playing Magic: The Gathering as well yesterday, and I am so much better at that than Yu-Gi-Oh, but I can play both. I run a Blue/White Magic deck and a Spellcasters deck for Yu-Gi-Oh. For some reason, I truly enjoy playing these games. Granted I have yet to win a duel or whatever, but I still have fun with it, and the cards are so pretty :3 So if anyone reading this wants to play either one, let me know! :D

Casey texted me yesterday and re-added me on Facebook, so naturally I accepted. Well, the girl who likes him got all defensive and insecure when she saw I posted on his wall so she started commenting him hearts and trying to talk about me while calling me "KESHA" [my initials are KES; this was a horrible play-on-words]. I don't need this crap so I deleted him and haven't talked to him since. Right now I feel kinda numb and empty, which Lvlien says is normal of pushing someone away, but I'll get over it. I don't need him and his immature BS, for real. He can go be with the ugly girl who thinks of me as a threat, which was an ego boost :P

*sigh* I miss my Dollface! Seriously, I wish I lived closer to him or could drive so I could hang out with him :/ He's the best thing that has ever happened to me. He's there for me when I need him, kicks my butt when I ask him to, and it even gives my life a sense of purpose when he asks me to wake him up in the morning via phone call :D I'm so glad I stumbled upon his profile on OKCupid 3 months ago <3 I love him!

Now I need to go do dishes and sleep. Work in the morning.
until next we meet...
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KristaVolpe :: Your Favorite Interwebz H04R <3
It's an epiphany! I am happy being single! Like, for serious, I need to concentrate on me & do me things :)
Liiiike see a Drama Club production two nights in a row :P Really, Saturday I ended up going to Valley Voices again with Allyson and had just as much fun as the night before. And now I have a face-palm story for you all: This guy approached me on Friday and says "I don't think we've met before" so we introduced ourselves and complimented each other. The next day he got so happy when he saw me again and I was pretty happy too; he's cute! Come to find out...he's only 14! WTF?! I was so floored when Allyson told me that...*sigh* I wish kids didn't look so old at such young ages. ANYWAYS! I'm going to miss the seniors that are departing from Drama Club ♥:

Community Theater is doing FAME this summer, so I just might try out. Get back into acting in front of people and not just a camera for a change ;)

Speaking of "camera", I'm thinking about doing a vlog series, basically depicting my life and daily happenings. I'm not sure how many people will actually watch it but it'll be good for me, I think. It'll all be posted on http://youtube.com/KristaVolpe [you can take a look at some of my random videos from past and present :D]

Also, by saying "I'm happy being single" this means I have given up all hope on a relationship with Lvlien for now. He doesn't want one at the moment anyways, and while I do have strong feelings for the man I do not think he has such strong feelings for me :/ Yes, this hurts but I'll be strong, eh? Casey is completely gone. His new "thing" and I got into an argument via Facebook last night and he deleted the entire Wall Post and me from his friends list. To him I say good riddance. For real, I can do so much better, and I know I will :)

Now I'm going to wait for phone calls and random happenstances.
until next we meet...
I'm feeling: contentcontent
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KristaVolpe :: Your Favorite Interwebz H04R <3
Today was official day one without Casey as my boyfriend and honestly it went really well. For starters, I worked all day so I couldn't have my cell phone on me to text him. Actually, I think that was most of the reason this worked.
The only time I texted him was when I texted about 12 people asking them to choose between Mohawk Valley Community College or Schenectady County Community College for me. So far, the poll stands at:
MVCC - 4
SCCC - 2

Of course I know at least 2 of the voters are biased; Lvlien wants me at MVCC because it's near Rome, and Casey chose SCCC because he goes there. *sigh* The poll is open until Monday, then I make my decision. Oh, and I love how Dollface [his real name is Alex but I hardly ever call him that] chose MVCC then back-tracked, asking me if I've done financial aid, checked out campuses, and/or considered going to the college he's going to in September [MCLA]. He's the closest thing to a best friend that I've had in a long time, but that's a story for a different day :)

Tonight my sister and I went to see the Drama Club production called Valley Voices, which is a collection of 4 student written plays, acted out and directed by students as well. They were all stupendous, especially the second one. I might be going to see them again tomorrow with Allyson since she's home from college for the weekend and I haven't hung with her in forever! :D
I'm pretty happy with life right now. Seeing those plays put me in the mood to work on the play Dollface and I were collaborating on about a month or so ago. It's located here, has no title, and currently has one scene finished [the opening scene]. If anyone wants to help with any of it, let me know! I'm always open for helpers and whatnot. <3

Alright, going to work on that play then sleep since I have to work early again tomorrow :/
until next we meet...
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KristaVolpe :: Your Favorite Interwebz H04R <3
06 May 2010 @ 09:04 pm
For every girl he's said he'd never leave
For every girl he told "I love you"
For every girl he called a cute pet name
For every girl who has ever suffered with a broken heart
For every girl who gave him her world...only to have it shattered in from of them
For every girl who swore he was the one...only to have that shoved back in her face
For every girl that can relate to anything on this list
I feel for you <3

We WILL rise up and be strong. This I promise you all.
KristaVolpe :: Your Favorite Interwebz H04R <3
It's over almost as fast as it started, and for a pretty good reason, I'd say. Yes, I'm talking about Casey and I [this is where most of my friends roll their eyes and facepalm]. Today I talked with Kyle, of whom I basically broke his heart by not agreeing to sleep with him. I told Casey about this and he actually asked me why I didn't sleep with Kyle, to which I replied "Because you're my boyfriend." He pretty much told me we were in an open relationship after that and that's when I got the nerve to say "Look, I love you but I can't do this. I need commitment." and he just said, "Fine. We can just be friends for now." In all honesty, we all knew the end was near. Casey and I don't have the best track record of staying together, but I thought we'd work this time; he told me he wanted me to fix him but in the end I honestly feel as if he just wanted me to be around when it was convenient for him to have a girlfriend, and I'm worth and deserve so much more than that.
Now I'm doing me. Staying single for a good long time, going back to college, getting my driver's license, hanging with friends. Just living life to the fullest with no attachments to anyone except the people I know actually want me around. Casey actually said I was smothering him and, honest to God, I barely talked to him at all. I was pretty much letting him text me first and he was always the one to call me at night, so if that's smothering I wonder what his definition of "abandonment" is.

I can't fix you if you really don't want to be fixed
Or are you just looking for someone to get a fix from?
I'm not your go-to girl
I have more feelings than you'll ever know
And tonight
Tonight I'm going to let them show

^_^ Potential new song? :)

And this is the way that I state my independence <3
I'm feeling: determineddetermined
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KristaVolpe :: Your Favorite Interwebz H04R <3
So at this point, I'd like to say how much I really do love Casey. For real, he and I will make this work for a very long time and it took me almost all week to decide this. If anyone has any objections, you can state them but in the end I believe he and I are going to go along with whatever we feel is necessary and right.
Also, I made a duct tape wallet at Youth Group :)

That is all.
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KristaVolpe :: Your Favorite Interwebz H04R <3
Alright, so....a couple things :)

1. I applied to Schenectady County Community College yesterday & have a good feeling that I'll get accepted. I'll be there in September *crosses fingers*
2. SOMEONE needs to remind me to call the driving instructor! I need my license!
3. But, wait...I'll need a car then, too...hmmm...
4. I'm back with Casey. Yes, the ex I was like "Oh, noez, never again!" to. He called me up, almost in tears, saying no one else ever made him as happy as I did, I'm a great friend, he loves me, and he wants me to fix him. I told him that if anything goes wrong this time, it's definitely over. For good. But, right now, I'm having fun being his duct tape as he called me :) <3
5. I haven't forgotten about Lvlien; he's just too busy right now :( I miss him dearly, though.

That is all in a nutshell. Tomorrow I'm going to FMCC with Tawny & Trevor for the day; should be fun times :D
until next we meet....
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